sometimes the pressure of taking pictures for other people is more than i bargained for & i sometimes want to say no. sometimes i want to stop worrying about my 'toy' equipment, and the $ aspect. Sometimes i long to quit doing it for hire and go back to 'just for fun'. sometimes (lots) i think i am not good enough to be doing this.
but then... just sometimes . . . i might come upon a a moment like this ....
during the session, he was silly & i believe a little choked up. he was adorable, and excited to be asked to pose with his little Lauren. after the session... her and I cried.
